I think I need to dissappear.
I think I need to no longer exist.
I think I need to go.
Hi. I’m anxiety.
You don’t like having a normal heart rate and being able to breathe - right?
Told one person I’m not okay. I’m so not okay.
They ignored it.
I called CATT and considered hospital. But there was no one to hold my hand. I’m actually invisible and worthless. I would just be wasting valuable space there.
I’m not telling anyone else. I’ll bluff through with the tired excuse.
Perhaps I do just need to dissappear completly. Perhaps I need to no longer exist.